Promiscuous Girl

I was introduced to faith in God in 1983 through a schoolmate of mine. Long story short I had backsliden for 13 years. My sexual condition was worse than it first begun. I tried everything under the sun I mean everything. Today I am as I mentioned before a virgin in Christ eyes. I prayed to be celibate and so I am. Do I ever get tempted, certainly however my mind and body always take me back to all the people I allowed to touch me that I did not love at all. It was more or less a power trip for me as far as sex was concerned. I did not love any of these people. I got what I wanted which was pleasure and possessions. Although these things did not make me happy for many years I did them anyway because I did not want to face lonliness and the fact that I did not know who I was. Today, I am the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus. God kept me alive in my stupidity so I can reach back and help someone else. I am humbly greatful.